Its 12am, most people are in bed or whatever people do with themselves at midnight. I am listening to Sam Smith, well I have been listening to a lot of Sam Smith lately but listening to him this late is different, its more emotionally crippling. I hate being emotional and I am hardly ever, well not in front of people; what I mean is I don't take things personal, I don't have outbursts and when I do cry or get emotional I make sure its midnight or in the comfort of my bathroom. I am not cold hearted and as much as I would like to be, I still produce dopamine and oxytocin or whatever that makes me cry when I listen to Sam Smith at 1am.
My friend, well he isn't really my friend but when you read someone's blog often your brain plays tricks and you start to think "we totally could be best friends," when in reality the person isn't aware of your existence. I have a bunch of people in my head that I believe we would totally hit it off if and when we meet but have no idea I exist. Afam is one out of the bunch, in fact when I'm in a fix I ask myself what will Afam have to say about this and something quirky comes to mind and I laugh. People should learn to laugh more. Afam has been posting on the regular and it has rekindled something in me, even though I am a bad publicist (my social media standing is nothing if not pathetic) I like to believe a few people are interested in the naïve diary.
By the way, please do not mind how my mouth/face looks in the picture above, I got braces and it has distorted my face and lips. You may ask why I got braces in my twenties, well my parents didn't get me one when I was younger, so I used my life savings to get me one. You see, most people are lucky and are born with good set of teeth but I wasn't so lucky and I have been conscious of my smile for as long as I can remember. Is it a self esteem issue? Yes, of course it is! I hate taking pictures and scrutinize any that I take, I am always wondering if people are staring at my overbite or wondering if I'm Ronaldinho's sister. So I guess I shall remain uncoupled for the next three years or so, which is fine with me. This has really been a weird post, I can't think of any adjective to qualify it.
Well see you soon and remain classy my friends. Like the late Casey Kasem used to say "Keep your feet on the ground and keep reaching for the stars."
Stay magnificent,
Seunla
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